| Location | Derbyshire |
| Age | 24 years |
| Date of Birth | 7/1982 |
| Date of Death | 7/2006 |
| Visitors | 3,080 since 07/01/2008 |
| Creator |
Ryan was taken away from us by the actions of others, he was a kind caring person who was there for
whoever needed help. The actions of these people have and still is causing us so much pain, I
wonder if they realise, the pain they have left us with, or do they even care. I wish they could
walk in our shoes for just one day, and tell his daughter when she cries for her daddy he is not
there. Not one of them had the courage to tell the truth they are just cowards with their lives
amounting to nothing, I can promise all seven of them one thing, they will be held acountable for
their actions. One is now in prison for Ryan's death.
Ryan we miss you so much. xxx
Your resting place we visit,and put flowers there with care,but no one knows the pain and heartache
as we turn and leave you there.
No one knows the heartache that lies behind my smile,
No one knows how many times I have broken down and cried,
I want to tell you something so there will be know doubt
your so wounderful to think of but so hard to live without.
We miss you so much more than anyone knows
As time goes by the emptyness grows
No lenght of time will ease the pain
Our life without you will never be the same.
I have started this website for people who remember Ryan and perhaps share a few stories.
If any of Ryan\'s friends have any photo\'s of him they would like to add to his site
please do.
Ryan's birthday 3rd July
anniversary 29th July
GOODNIGHT SWEET ANGEL.X
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BROKEN HEARTS.
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BROKEN HEARTS AND SHATTERED DREAMS
LIFE TORN APART AT ITS SEAMS
HEARTS AND MINDS IN PAIN AND SORROW
MISSING YOU MORE TODAY,TOMORROW
TIME CANT HEAL AND WORDS WON'T MEND
THE LOSS WE FEEL AT THIS SAD END
HOW EVER LONG TILL WE MEET AGAIN
YOU'LL BE REMEMBERED, BUT UNTIL THEN
WE WAIT WITH HOPE WITH IN OUR HEARTS
WE'LL BE TOGETHER NO MORE TO PART.
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LOVE JUDE. X
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.
I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
Friday 2nd January
1ST JANUARY 2008
♥ HAPPY NEW YEAR SWEET ANGEL.♥
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♥HAPPY NEW YEAR♥
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missing you
I really want to believe that there is a better place and that you are living their happy and well but I carn't we miss you and if you were around you wouldn't let us suffer, and if there is a god he would not have let you die. You should be here I sould be receiving my first text of the new year it always came in one minute after midnight,"having a wicked time love you mum, happy new year" I'm so glad that I saved them all on my phone. I dont wont to entre into another year without you, going through all the pain and suffering every waking and sleeping moment. I'm ready to wake up from this bad dream and see you walk through the door. Love you Ryan until we meet again, mum xxx
♥ ♥ 31st December 2008♥ ♥
GOODNIGHT SWEET ANGEL
♥ ♥ New Year’s Reflections.♥ ♥
♥ ♥Looking back on the months gone by,
As a new year starts and an old one ends,
We contemplate what brought us joy,
And we think of our loved ones and our friends.♥ ♥
♥ ♥Recalling all the happy times,
Remembering how they enriched our lives
We reflect upon who really counts,
As the fresh and bright new year arrives.♥ ♥
♥ ♥And when I ponder those who do,
Immediately think of you.♥ ♥
♥ ♥Thanks for being one of the reasons I'll have a Happy New Year!♥ ♥
By Joanna Fuchs.
♥ ♥ I Wish You Health...♥♥
♥ So you may enjoy each day in comfort.♥
♥ I wish you the Love of friends and family...♥
♥ And Peace within your heart.♥
♥ I wish you the Beauty of nature...♥
♥ That you may enjoy the work of God.♥
♥ I wish you Wisdom to choose priorities...♥
♥ For those things that really matter in life.♥
♥ I wish you Generousity so you may share...♥
♥ All good things that come to you.♥
♥ I wish you Happiness and Joy...♥
♥ And Blessings for the New Year.♥
♥ I wish you the best of everything...♥
♥ That you so well deserve.♥
♥ ♥ HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIEND! ♥ ♥
Love and miss you
Ryan I felt really bad yesterday then I realised it was the 29th day of the month, I'm dreading new years eve yours was always the first text message I received at one minute past midnight and I still have them on my phone along with all the messages you've sent me. I dont want to go into another year without you in our lives I can still here your voice and sence your smell everything is the same your room clothes all your things, If there is a god he would not have taken you and let the terrible things that happened to you happen, and if there is a god he would see the pain we are all suffering and send you back to us. Love you now and for ever mum. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Miss you and love you so very very much
Hiya Ryan,
Words will never express the pain we are all feeling without you in our lives, its so unfair and pointless your little princess stayed over for a couple of days and we went to town where she choose her presents from you build a bear complete with its very own manchester united kit and roller skates, you would be so proud of her I took her home on christmas eve all her presents are here I couldn't see her over christmas the pain is so bad. I know that you were watching over us when we visited your grave and I would give anything to bring you home and keep you out of harms way, I feel I let you down by not telling you not to trust those around you, but you always seen the good in people and look where its got you but thats you kind trusting and caring person you are. Love you so much and each day the pain gets worse, I hope I dont have to wait to long you see you again. Love and hugs mum, xxxxxxxxxx
27TH DECEMBER 2008
As this year draws closer to its end and
Passes through Christmas and New Year then is no more
We look back and remember those
Who last year and the year before
Were here
As the lights, and Carols and all the trappings
Surround us once again and those
We love are far away this Christmas
We think of them and those back home
And pray
Those who mourn - whose son or daughter’s name adorns a stone
Can only think of Christmases gone by
We who look on and weep for them
Can only say, ‘There, but for the Grace of God, go I’
And tell them:
You are not alone, nor forgotten, and -
Though your child’s name was carved with pride in that cold stone
Their names were written also in our hearts
And yours: your bleeding, battered hearts which beat for them
Will, as long as you’re alive
Remember them with love and pride
For what is a life that was loved but now gone?
A hundred-thousand memories: a million tears, which now though sad
Were once - back then - happy, too, when you laughed together
The memories, the tears both poignant and glad
Are there for you to keep the while your grieving heart beats
And - for as long as your heart beats - they will never die.
LOVE JUDE.X
BOXING DAY 2008
T'was The Night Before Christmas, He Lived All Alone
In A One Bedroom House Made Of Plaster And Stone
I Had Come Down The Chimney With Presents To Give
And To See Just Who, In This Small Home Did Live
I Looked All About, A Strange Sight I Did See -
No Tinsel No Presents, Not Even A Tree.
No Stocking By The Mantle Just Boots Filled With Sand
On The Wall Hung Pictures Of A Far Distant Land
With Medals And Badges, Awards Of All Kinds.
Then A Sober Thought Came Into My Mind
For This House Was Different, It Was Dark And Dreary,
T'was The Home Of A Soldier, Once I Could See Clearly
The Soldier Lay Sleeping, Silent, Alone
Curled Up On The Floor In This One Bedroom Home
The Face Was So Gentle, The Room In Disorder
Not How I Pictured A Lone Soldier..
Was This The Hero Of Whom I'd Just Read,
Curled Up On A Poncho, The Floor For A Bed
I Realised The Families That I Saw This Night
Owed Their Lives To These Soldiers, Who Were Willing To Fight
And Soon Round The World The Children Would Play
And Grownups Would Celebrate A Bright Christmas Day
They All Enjoy Freedom Each Month Of The Year
Because Of The Soldiers, Like The One Lying Here.
I Couldn't Help But Wonder, How Many Alone,
On A Cold Christmas Eve In A Land Far From Home?
The Very Thought Brought A Tear To My Eye
I Dropped To My Knees And Started To Cry
The Soldier Awakened, I Heard A Rough Voice
"Santa Don't Cry, This Life Is My Choice.
I Fight For Freedom, I Don't Ask For More
My Life Is My God, My Country, My Corps"
The Soldier Rolled Over And Drifted To Sleep.
I Couldn't Control It, I Continued To Weep.
I Kept Watch For Hours, So Silent And Still
And We Both Sat And Shivered From The Cold Nights Chill.
I Didn't Want To Leave, On That Cold Dark Night,
This Guardian Of Honour, So Willing To Fight...
Then The Soldier Rolled Over With A Voice Soft And Pure
Whispered "carry On Santa, Christmas Day Is Secure"
One Look At My Watch And I Knew He Was Right
"Merry Christmas My Friend - And To All A Good Night!"
This Poem Was Written By A British Peace Keeping Soldier
Stationed Overseas.
allways iin my heart xxx
ello its carol here stewart quinn mum so sorry iv not been on for abit and not keep up with messages and candels but leasding up to xmas as been hared for me and on tuesday i will not of seen or hareed my stewart for a lpng painfull year i miss him so much an dcant get though life with out him and my heart goes out to everyone as i know you all feel the same about your loved ones so on the xmas time i want send my love and say my hearts with you all allways xxx god bless youi all love carol stewarts mum xxxxx
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