Ryan Neal Farnsworth

1982 - 2006
LocationDerbyshire
Age24 years
Date of Birth7/1982
Date of Death7/2006
Visitors3,080 since 07/01/2008
Creator

Ryan was taken away from us by the actions of others, he was a kind caring person who was there for
whoever needed help. The actions of these people have and still is causing us so much pain, I
wonder if they realise, the pain they have left us with, or do they even care. I wish they could
walk in our shoes for just one day, and tell his daughter when she cries for her daddy he is not
there. Not one of them had the courage to tell the truth they are just cowards with their lives
amounting to nothing, I can promise all seven of them one thing, they will be held acountable for
their actions. One is now in prison for Ryan's death.

Ryan we miss you so much. xxx

Your resting place we visit,and put flowers there with care,but no one knows the pain and heartache
as we turn and leave you there.

No one knows the heartache that lies behind my smile,
No one knows how many times I have broken down and cried,
I want to tell you something so there will be know doubt
your so wounderful to think of but so hard to live without.

We miss you so much more than anyone knows
As time goes by the emptyness grows
No lenght of time will ease the pain
Our life without you will never be the same.

I have started this website for people who remember Ryan and perhaps share a few stories.
If any of Ryan\'s friends have any photo\'s of him they would like to add to his site
please do.

Ryan's birthday 3rd July

anniversary 29th July


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Miss you xxxx

hello i have jus found this website.
i am really missing you and it is so hard without you. i jus wish u could be around franchesca is getting so big and everyone is so proud of her. she an auntie now to my little one caitlyn.
sometimes i wish i could understand y this has happened but i cant because its not right!!!!!!!. you were very special to alot of us.i have had a few rough patches over the last couple of years it doesnt help knowing that we lost you.
miss you always
am glad you were apart of my life
love u always and forever
carly xxxxxxxxxxxx

Carly Bateman November 29, 2008

28TH NOVEMBER 2008

♥ ♥ ♥ GOODNIGHT,SLEEP TIGHT. ♥ ♥ ♥


An Angel's Kiss.

We never stop to measure
Anything we might just miss
But if the wind should blow by softly
You'll feel an Angel's Kiss.

A Kiss that's sent from Heaven
A Kiss from up above
A Kiss that's very special
From someone that you love.

For in your pain and sorrow
A Kiss will help you through
This Kiss is very private
For it's meant for only you.

So when your heart is heavy
And filled with tears and pain
And no-one can console you
Remember once again.

About the one you grieve for
And so sadly miss
That gentle breeze you took for granted
♥♥♥ Was your Angel's Kiss. ♥♥♥

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Friends are like flowers
Each unique in their own way
Put them all together
What a wonderful bouquet
Some are really brilliant
Full of light sharp and clear
While others are more subdued
To both you can adhere
You are a flower in my garden
That makes up my bouquet
My friends you all make
A very impressive display.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
WITH LOTS OF LOVE AND THANKS,JUDE.X
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Jude Swaddle (Friend) November 28, 2008

My family, tell a lot of lies, they never did before,
From now until the day they die, they'll tell a whole Lot more.
They used to tell the truth a lot, but now it doesn't Matter,
I died and went to heaven, now their life is all Shatter’d.

Ask my family how they are, and they'll say "oh Yes I'm fine!"
But they want to beg, "Please help me, ‘cause I’ve Lost that dad of mine".

Ask my family how they are, and they'll say, "oh I'm Alright",
If that's the truth then tell me please, why do they Cry each night?

Ask my family how thy are ’cause they seems to cope So well,
They didn't have a choice, you see, nor yet the Strength to yell.

You think you know the feeling, but in fact this Cann't be,
For even though you loved me, it was not as much as My family did.

They’ll smile and they will tell you, "It's OK, God Has a plan”
But then they’ll turn away and cry, ‘cause they can't Understand why ????.
You tell a joke they giggle, but in fact their not OK,
They wants to share the joke with me, but it won’t be Today.

I watch my family from here in Heaven, their distress Disturbs My peace,
Will someone please take care of them, and thus take Care of me?
"Some day you will feel better", "Yes I will one day" They lie,
They knows this won't happen until they day they die.

Ask my family how they are and they'll say, "I’m Doing good"
They cannot tell you how they feel - oh, how I wish They could.
Ask my family how they are: "I'm ok, I'm fine, I'm Coping.”
For God's sake, just tell the truth and say your Heart is broken.

Ask my family how they are and they’ll reply "I'm Well, and you?”
I'll shake my head in Heaven, ‘cause it simply isn't True.
They'll love me all their life's, just like I loved Them all of mine,
The'll lie and try to hide the pain, pretending that They are fine.

Their carnival is over, they have stepped off the Carousel,
But to save you feeling bad they'll say, "Yes thank You, all is well".
My family haven't gone mad quite yet, but oh, so very Near,
Don't ask them how their doing, ask them how they are Doing ...REALLY.

I’m watching them from Heaven, and I cann't hug them From here,
So if they lie to you, don't listen to them, but Please hug them and hold them close.
On the day we'll meet for ever we shall smile and I'll be bold:
"You're lucky to get in here with all the lies You've told!!"
God bless XXXXX
Sorry I'v not been on for a few days things have not been to good, but you and your angel have been in my thoughts and prays love always Sandra & Michaela & our angels Peter, David & Violet XXXXX

Sandra- Michaela Dawson November 16, 2008

13TH NOVEMBER 2008

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You're a magical spark
In a world that sometimes seems dark
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PASS THIS ON TO ALL YOUR GTS FRIENDS AND SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE DO CARE.

I JUST DID. X

THANKYOU FOR ALL YOUR KIND WORDS, PICTURES AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE SENT. I REALLY APPRECIATE EVERYTHING YOU DO FOR DANIEL. LOVE JUDE.X

Jude Swaddle (Friend) November 13, 2008

1st November 2008
Online Friendship...

The true friends who we meet online
are a very special kind
They pierce your shields and see within
the corners of your mind.
They're always there when you're in need
with their power to discern.
They feel your pain.........they offer hope
and genuine concern.
We bare our souls, expose our hearts
and show our inner fears,
and then before you know it
the keyboard's stained with tears.
And if we could see them through that screen
then no one could deny
that to be a TRUE online friend
they too must surely cry.
love Jude.x

Jude Swaddle (Friend) November 1, 2008

29TH OCTOBER 2008

A SMILE FOR YOU.


Smiling is infectious, you catch it like the flu
When some one smiled at me today I started Smiling too ,
I passed around the corner and someone saw my grin
When he smiled I realized I'd passed it on to him
I thought about that smile then I realised its worth
A single smile just like mine, could travel around the earth
So if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undetected
Lets start an epidemic quick and get the world infected
EVERY ONE NEEDS A SMILE.

LOVE JUDE.X

Jude Swaddle (Friend) October 29, 2008

To my dear friend xx

I just wanted to say thank you
In a special kind of way
For all the messages and thoughts
You share with me each day

I've tried to think of all the things
That say how much I care
And so i'm sending special hugs
For all of you to share

It's a special kind of friendship
Of this you must agree
For we all live in different worlds
Some far across the sea

So i'm sending you this message
It's what I want to do
To say how much I really care
For everyone of you
Love always Barbara xxxx

Barbara Richard Littles Mum October 27, 2008

27TH OCTOBER 2008
DRY YOUR TEARS.

Please dry your tears and laugh again.
Let go your hurt, release your pain.
Accept that my time on earth was complete.
My lessons all learned, some bitter, some sweet.
Envisage the me who was healthy and strong.
Don’t hold on to the memory of where it went wrong.
Know that the place where I am feels so right;
I’m surrounded by love and bathed in white light.
Don’t cling to the heartache and think I’m afar
For I stand by your side, wherever you are.
In your joy and your sorrow every day
I’m there with my love, just one thought away.
Step into the sunshine, come out of the rain.
For me dry your tears.
For me laugh again.

LOVE JUDE.X

Jude Swaddle (Friend) October 27, 2008

pennies from heaven

Found a penny today
laying on the ground
but its not just a penny
this little coin I found

Pennies come from heaven
that's what I was always told
They say angels toss them down
oh, how I love this story

They say when an Angel misses you
They toss a penny down
sometimes just to cheer you up
To make a smile out of a frown

So, don't pass by that penny
When you're feeling blue
It may be a penny from Heaven
That your Ryan tossed to you

THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU XXXXX

Sandra- Michaela Dawson October 26, 2008

FROM A MUM TO A MUM XXXX
XXX MY HEARTS WITH YOU ALLWAYS XXX

God, I know you gave your precious Son
To give us life with You.
But I didn’t want my son to leave,
Cause he was precious too.
We all are precious in your eyes
And all to you return.
I know my son will not come back,
And I still have much to learn.
Our time on earth is for learning,
And when our lessons are through,
Our spirit chooses the time we leave,
And we come back to you.
My precious son is with you,
And there will be a day,
That I too will leave this earthly place,
And you will light my way.
I know your arms will be open,
And I will have a smile,
To see my God and precious son,
I will then become Your child.


GOD BLESS YOU ALLWAYS WITH LOVE

XXX FROM CAROL STEWARTS MUM XXX

Morning Stew Xxx I Love You Xxx (Friend) October 26, 2008
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